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HATRED all will suffer for their crimes.	SERVICE within it, glory beyond measure.
CONTROL chaos brought to heel through pain.	FEAR failure, weakness, mediocrity...

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( Seriously? )

[ why are you a masochist, mind-bro ]

( It's not going to be like my memories. I was way past batshit when I was like this before. They're vague for a reason. ) [ because knowing what he knows and being what he is when he's like that isn't something people come back sane from. ] ( I'm gonna be pissed if I accidentally drive you bonkers, man. )

[Living as he is is masochism, Sam. That he refuses to cease existing means it's all relative, honestly.]

You were the only one bleeding, Samuel. [Which, surprisingly enough, is mild. Easy. It's only after a long pause that the humor slips away, revealing nothing more than the truth:] The Force will guard me; I'm not concerned.

And if you begin to die, I need to know of it.

[ you have some strange life choices, homeslice, but you know what, you do you. ]

( Uh yeah and you were the one not recently in a coma, so how about you brag when the playing field's even, punk. ) [ which is all completely sam just being an amused kind of competitive about it, not actually any kind of miffed. more like jean or kara giving him shit for being out of practice on the court.

okay but

is this kylo ren looking out for him?

dude. ]

( Hahahahaha, you like me. ) [ sam anders, actual 2,000 year old cylon god thing. ladies and gentlemen, here he is. ] ( Ilde will be in the room with me, so if I start seizing or something, she'll probably, I dunno, do something about that. )

( Thanks. Honestly. )

[Ugh. Affection. Gross. G R O S S.]

Fine.

[And there goes the connection: since Ilde's watching out for you, you can just keep your compassion to yourself.]

( Aw, come on, I didn't mean you can't still do it! )

[ pushed out into the space where the connection was. aww, bro, come back. though, really, Ilde's going to be blocking him out as much as the others, more probably, since she'll be right next to him, so while she'd be able to tell if he starts seizing, she can't really judge if his mind is literally breaking.

but, okay, probably for the best there's less people. HE'LL BRO YOU YET, KYLIE TOASTER. ]